Wow. I haven't used this thing in forever...I could use the excuse becasue I got a dead journal, but I really don't use it either. Damn! My apartment smells so bad! My hermit crab died a few days ago and I cannot get the smell to go away. I have scrubbed and sprayed and scrubbed and mopped and rearranged and swept and mopped and scrubbed and sprayed and...well you get the idea...

I think Anthony and I are moving to Youngstown...I got a letter from Angel and then I got sad and then I talked to Nani and got sadder. Plus school is cheaper and I can double major for waaay less money. Plus the cost of living up there is cheaper and wages are about the same soooo...And when we get married (In July everyone!!!) my family is going to be paying for it and so we have to have it up there with all my family...THen his folks and sister and aunt can just drive up here.

I finally got a letter from Angel...She has been in prison for like 50 days and I hadn't heard from her. But I finally got a letter. She said "Nani tells me to quit bargaining with the Lord, but I got to do something." That made me cry...then I used it as a quote on facebook. Her court case is on March 6th and they think she might be able to get probation instead of 1 to 3 years...which is awesome.

Oh my gosh! I am so excited for spring break I am going to South Padre. I have never been there before and I am totally stoked! Me and Sarah and Adrienne and her friend Elisha are all going together...I am really SO excited...

Okay well I am going to go study for my Italian exam now...Deuces!

Well Christmas and New Years were okay. I got good stuff from Santa and I got pretty crunk at New Years. But then Anthony got sick and I got sober, which sucked. But other than that its been pretty mellow. Although there we like 90,000 fires around his folks house (which is were we stayed last week.) I am so happy to be back at our place though. It is much more calm and I don't have to deal with any bull here. I would go into further detail but I don't want this entry to fall into the wrong hands so I wll leave it at that.

Guess what I got for Christmas from Mr.Anthony...hermit crabs AND....an ENGAGMENT ring!!! We are gonna get married on June 19th! I am so happy and so excited and just...I know my life is going to be okay. I have always been worried it wasn't going to work, but I know it is...

And in other sadder more deppressing and downtrodding news....My little brother went back to Ohio today which is really sad. And to make things much much MUCH worse. My dad called me at 6 am to tell me my cousin, Angel, was arrested for armed robbery....ANGEL! My smart, college going, cousin-adopting, fucking best friend!!! I just...I dont know...I am pissed but she is my best friend and my blood...Who knows...well I am gonna go finish watching Coach Carter...Later!

Well it has indeed been a proverbial "fat minute" since I have written...Well since my last entry Anthony and I have gotten an apartment in Norman right next to my school, which is definately great. I am almost done with finals- I have one more tomorrow for Understanding Theatre. Then I am just going to relax. I just want to kick back and chill. The past couple of weeks have been stress crazy and I keep getting sick. Anthony's sister got suspended for smoking pot at school, which I could forgive if she didn't have such a bad attitude about it. I mean I love her to death like my own sister but she has a real bad attitude problem that is seriously going to screw her life up if she doesn't get in check. Anthony's dad tries to punish her and stuff but their mom(who I love but sometimes disagree with) thinks she can do no wrong. When Anthony would screw up in school she would beat his ass and punish him for weeks and she babies Brittney to a sickening point...I don't know.

But good news is I got all my Christmas shopping done. I am about to get my hair done. And I got a NEW CAR! If you can't tell by the all caps I am really really psyched. It is a 2006 Scion Tc, black cherry, and it is freakin gorgeous. I love it.

Well I am going to go study for my final final-haha...Okay, I am so tired I am getting dumb...Well peace and happiness to you all until next time.

Wow, so it has been a minute since I have been on this thing. So what has happend...Well Anthony and I are back together...I know, I know. But when you love someone you love them and there is really nothing I can do about it. We get into it every now and then but I have learned if I just beat him into shape it works out! Just kidding. I had to go to the doctor yesterday and they did a biopsy on my mole which was gross and semipainful! Plus they drew a bunch of blood becasue apparently my thyroid or something is broken...I don't know what or where that is but it sounds semi important...Maybe it will kill me...Just kidding, I know it is nothing deadly... I declared a major, well a double major actually because I can't decide what to do with myself. I am now a english and drama major. The english I can use to go to law school or I can use both to teach high school. I am just not quiet sure what venue I want to take so...I moved in with Sarah and I am about to kill myself. I can't wait till Anthony gets an apartment so I don't have to stay here anymore...Her and Chris are dating and they are always leaving fucking condom wrapers all over the room. She is sooo sloppy. I mean I even clean her side of the room and she can't put a fucking shirt in the drawer. Chris turned out to be a HUGE asshole. He apparantly never been argued with in his life because when he starts acting dickish and I tell him so he loses it. Although they try to keep cool with me so they can use my car! Thank God he is getting his car back on thanksgiving...It is pretty sad actually because everything was so cool before and then Chris turned into a jerk and Sarah remains up his butt so there is really nothing I can do...I really don't care much for this whole college thing...I don't know, it just is long and boring and most definately tiresome, so I don't know...Oh yeah! Nani and Poppy and Mario all came in this past weekend for Dads Weekend because Poppy got Dad of the Year out of the whole school!!! Isn't that awesome!?I thought so. Plus we had a great time. We went and saw Jarheads which is now like one of my favorite movies! And I took them to Bricktown and they really enjoyed it! Well it is like 7:49 and I have a 6 page critique due at 12:30 that I haven't started yet so I better get cracking!